People acted maliciously today against me and I am unsure why. I let down my guard towards someone that has hurt me tremendously in the past, only to have it proven to me why that guard was up in the first place.
I don't want to get into details but I hope they know that their actions have caused me unnecessary heartache.
I wish I was stronger and that the actions of people didn't affect my so much. Being kindhearted should be a trait we are strive towards, sadly it is a way for people to take advantage of or be unkind.
I think it's time for me to do some refocusing on my life and who I let in it. Being as sick as I am, I don't want to fight with anyone or waste energy on needless drama. Today I have learned that my guard is up for a reason when it comes to certain people and it should stay up.
Life sure is an adventure. I hope tomorrow the adventure brings smiles instead of all of the tears of today.